Update and You Must Watch ThisMay 3, 2013
Yup, im still here and a lot has changed over the last few months. I’ll let details slip out slowly but surely. One thing is for sure, i’m a tenant of the sphere, but i don’t live here, i just rent. I’ve come to realize that spending so much time within it only fed and fueled my crankiness and bitterness. It helped me understand the world, but then.. like crack cocaine.. it became all i did.
Read about shitty women here.
Read about injustices here.
Read about female privilge here.
Read about stupid dumb fucking feminist cunts here.
And on and on.. to the point where i couldn’t turn the corner without seeing devils and demons around every corner waiting to pounce.
So it came as no surprise that once i pulled away for a while, sort of like detox or withdrawal.. i slowly started to stop expecting a fight, expecting stupidity, expecting solipsism.. i just would be me, and become better for it. And it’s paid dividends.
Does that mean i’m leaving? No. But parts of me have softened a bit, and parts of me have opened up to new realities. Ever since my redpill room interview, i’ve concentrated on one central rule. Treat everyone as an individual and don’t put them into a box. Let them do that for you.
And filter filter filter… for what YOU need. Don’t go chasing shit or doing things or trying to get together with people who will suck the life from your soul. Filter for what you know you want. I did. I filtered so massively.
Maybe one day, i’ll show you just how hard i filtered. And you know what? That filter produced more responses for me on PoF than all my other profiles combined! A majority of the responses were unsolicited. And a good chunck of those were to tell me that we had nothing in common BUT that they respected my stance and agreed with a lot of what i wrote AND found it entertaining.
I maxed out the word count character amount for the profile… i had to continue writing my filter into first date box hahaha.
I filtered all the shit, all the weeds, all the debris. And wham…. i’m here.
In any case, i’m with someone right now.. and it came about in the most unusual of ways. I might write a post about it. I might not. Most of you would be surprised at me having ended up with her, given a lot of the stuff i have written, but again.. individuals not generalizations. And while it’s really early and too soon to say anything, she’s met everyone of my major criteria’s, she is mentally on par with me, same interests, very redpill attitude – maybe even aware?.. she is perfect for me in the here and now and i would be a very stupid man to give her up to fulfill the spherean mantra i espoused once before.
But of course a lot of information is lacking that you don’t have which shows you how i came to this conclusion. If i post about it, i’ll be thorough. But for now, it’s very much great, and i have my ‘game’ as my guide, and we are very much following the Yohami/Private Man – Male frame/Female frame – the masculine attracts the feminine dynamics.. and we’re both very fucking happy because of it. And it’s so easy to maintain… with the right person!
Now with all that out of the way.. i’d like to also say that I might be ‘outted’ very soon. I am about to write an article for an organization and will be doing so under my real name with real details in a very public forum. Some of you will undoubtedly recognize me. It would be bound to happen sooner or later.
To this i say, i take nothing back that i’ve written over the course of my blog. They are emotions and opinions i held over the course of time, and like a canyon being carved by water over time, my positions evolve, change, strengthen. I have grown as a person while having my catharsis as RealityDoug so eloquently spoke about. While much of what i wrote was crass, classless and dark humor, they all served a function. To drive my opinions home. Feel free to disagree. Feel free to be offended. You don’t have a right not to be offended. I have a right to my voice.
But the tone of my blog will become less about swearing cursing and mocking, (unless i’m talking about David Fatrelle or Hugo Shitezer) and to one of simply stating opinions and encouraging debate. I’ll still blog about my experiences and draw on them to form analogies and parables.. but i’ll use it more for teaching than bludgeoning.
I don’t ever want to tell someone what to do. As a libertarian.. your life is your own. Just understand the consequences you face and be prepared to own them if they arrive.
And i was about to say that i want to write in a manner that would dispel the notion that i am a misogynist as so many stupid fucking feminsts might say.. but then i realized, the only people who ever called me a misogynist ARE feminists, and that i don’t take batshit crazy seriously, and that i have tons of female readers who prove to me day in and day out that feminists don’t speak for them or would never attribute misogyny to me. So i don’t need to write about it 😛
So i figured, just like feminists tried to take the word SLUT… i would take the word misogyny as feminists use it against me, and claim it and redefine it to take the sting out of it and render the word meaningless..
So when i do eventually become outted.. you’all know the real me, and not the characature who was M3, striving to entertain and edumacate through scary tales told around the campfire.
And so i leave you with this video. He has become one of my favorite people to watch on YouTube, right up there with GirlWritesWhat. He’s like a big gay vulcan, and his logic carves out the cancer of stupidity with surgical precision.
Please enjoy integralmath