The Sphere is Poison…January 3, 2013
…there’s no doubt about it.
I took 2 weeks off completely from the sphere. After my last post and just until the night before Christmas, and all through the house, not a peripheral was stirring.. not even my mouse.
Because i told myself no matter what that i wanted to enjoy the time with my family and friends; not with the evils of people or ideology running through my head. Not thinking of injustices or imbalances or SMP or sluts or patriarchy. Not thinking of arguments or analogies or how to segue a current thought into half written post and where i could merge 2 posts into one and…
Once my brother died i made it priority number one to spend every Christmas and every Easter with my folks creating and re-creating as best as possible a semblance of what was, when things were right, innocent… when ignorance was bliss and all you looked forward to was unwrapping your new deluxe ROBOTIX set under the tree while your parents had coffee, smiles and laughter. The sunlight seemed brighter back in those days.
For 2 weeks i stayed away and discovered the small joys of forgetting how shitty the world can be, when ideologues run amok, when real generalizations become over generalizations. These last 2 weeks were a purging of sorts.
It was a great 2 weeks.
Yet, for it all i recognize it for what it is. A temporary reprieve. Because yesterday coming back to my daily dose of Delusion Damage and WordPress reader feeds including Roosh’s continued discussion of just how much Toronto (where i live) sucks donkey balls and Rollo’s impressive detailed explanation of Chivalry’s dark roots i realized with clarity one thing…
The sphere is poison.
So is chemo. And when you’re fighting cancer.. all bets are off.
I’ll be back to posting regularly shortly. I hope everyone had a great, safe and happy holidays.